a long journey

I hate when everyone relies on me to tell my dad this and that. And its not even my problem. Every single thing they inform through me and not directly to the person itself. I'm so stressed out by all this, I just feel like bursting into tears but I'm just holding it back. I can't talk to my dad. He is like the most hardest person to talk things out. If its a no, then its a no. This damn problem is fucking complicated that I just feel like shouting at everyone who pissed me off. I can't shout at my dad because he is my dad. I can't shout at my executive because she is my boss. What else am I supposed to do. My damn brother won't even say a thing because he is just damn stupid who never says no or voice things out. And I have to make every fucking decision for him? FUCK. Nobody is helping me out because everyone want things to be in their way. Selfish, stubborn, egoistic human beings. I'm sick of it already. Can anybody just cheer me up now?

another sweetest escape
8:25:00 PM